Why Jill Zarin didn't cry at Bobby's funeral

August 23, 2018 Dr Daryl Gioffre

Bobby Zarin and Jill Zarin

Jill Zarin is devastated following the loss of her husband Bobby.

When asked how she’s holding up, the “Real Housewives of New York” alum told Page Six she was “not good.”

“I put on good makeup, I have good days and bad days. Anything can trigger me to cry and then I’m fine, so it’s just a process,” she said of life since Bobby’s passing in January.

Zarin, 54, was at the book launch party for “Get Off Your Acid” by Dr. Daryl Gioffre at the Peloton showroom on the Upper East Side on Thursday. She recalled a time when Gioffre brought his chiropractic table to the hospital where Bobby was being treated and offered adjustments to anyone visiting him, noting the emotional toll that his cancer struggle took on her.
“I didn’t cry at the funeral,” she said. “I thought there was something wrong with me. I’m like, ‘Why am I the only one not crying and everybody’s crying’ because I had already mourned, weeks before, months before, a year ago,” she said.